clown

Am i a clown ?
I dont want to be 1.
But if u think i am,
I rather be a happy,
Than a sad and lonely clown,
My life's a joke,sometimes,
And I always wanted it to be a happy one,
So i will be happy always,
Having fun as long im alive.

I believe the are always cloud up in the sky,
For they will provide shade from sunray for a moment,
Just a moment, pleasure in disguise,
Whats more beautiful than this view?

~I'll be fine,when I'm loving you~

this is what, and not whats that.

this is wat bro SS answered me when i asked him to choose wether we work for money or interest.well i said that, at this moment, i would go for money.this is wat he said;

~ well, you need money to survive.you can be a casino marketing for a year or 2, but do you picture urself doing this for the rest of ur life? If you want to be sucessful, you have to have the passion in your job. if you like the casino job, then go for it. money is a by product of ur sucess.
Money is not the main product. no one will be statisfy with money. But people can be statisfy by a working on a job which they like~

fcuk, how can i possibly forget about this? but sadly $$$ is what that poisoned my pure mind and soul at 1st. but, some did answered me, how do u survive without $$$? with $$$ u can do alot things, when u got enough $$$, u can back to interest. yes, both have correct point.

Bcoz both have correct point, i dont know which 1 to choose. Eventually time is running out. Im afraid of wrong decision. the human greed is always there. i think its ok to save some $$$ and back to the interest some other time. what you think?