sigh and sigh

so damn no mood...
just recovered from sickness and i wanted to go back home soon!!!

my heart had already left dis place..

i heart home .....

wat a day

im sick...
so suffer

and i think to myself...

woot!!! my 21st birthday!!!
and im going for holiday later in the evening (still have to pull thru 8 hours of numb working time without sleep)

so i shall update again when i come back about my big day !!
love and peacE yo!

i choose to be with u...

its been some times from the moment when i've blurted out the words that, entangled 2 hearts together. since then, alot things (or i think so) had happen btwn us, be it good and bad stuff. for me its really an eye opener and things were like, Mars and Venus collide together, or how water and oil cant sync. but we still put in effort to make things better for both of us, which means more understanding and a happier relationship =)

the way she can get me smiling from ear to ear, or having enough reason to frown, its just like, "im all yours,would u be mine". and sometimes there are fears where i can give the life that she wanted. we came from 2 different world all together.

that gets me thinking, by the time limit i've set, what am i then? what would i have achieved then, and will i be marrying the girl i love ? im determined to provide a good quality life for my love. and so i need to be more hardworking and start saving =)

btw i hoped that this wont hurt either one of us and for me, and i dont need to look for another to love. i heart my sunshine more than i ever know. for the love i will do whatever i can to keep everything a piece. A heart that loves.

angeL, where are thou?

Later need to go back to work again. Even before arrive back to Frozen Throne, the hatred and refusal already begin to fill itself. This month I need to delay my leave days, but don’t know I can tahan or like it or not. Anyway, I will just pray and make wish as hard as possible that this will be a problem free month and mostly, I have time to spend with my sunshine, or should I say “sun-bathing session”.

On a happier note, I just started a new chapter of life where I met my love and ultimately, be an item. At 1st I am sleeping awake and couldn’t believe that this is so, so wonderful. The good stuff comes in a package, which consist of “relationship” & “promotion to StarWorld”. I couldn’t be that “happy” especially with the latter. God, my darling, parent & close friends knows how I felt all the time.

The only thing that can makes me happy is the time spent together with my sunshine, which for me, always not enough. Some might think at this stage the word “forever” is too early. At this age, “forever” just seems so fragile. Even a married couple could divorce anytime, even after spending 3-40 years together. But I believe that I am good to hold on things that I like.

Few more days, my crazy kaki going to resign and left me here. Not happy at all, cause a good friend is no compensation. The friendship was built by time and luck, which are very very rare materials. Somewhere next month, dad going to Indonesia for working purpose. Sigh. I am to drive myself back or rely on the public transportation then for some times.

Ah… LIFE IS GOOD.

have what it takes?

works....


unfinished stuff from works...

shit u couldnt clean up...


it feels like fakadak to be still alive sometimes, and thinking the working day ahead.






shit will happens then if u know what i mean.


sometimes too tired u just want a rest..


i hate this kind of life....

i just want to be happy...

i couldnt sleep now bcoz she's running on my mind.


anyway, i love my Sing Sing so so much much =)