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we have thoughts of tying into 1 on this day. and i thought we are forever.

we have all the plan to lead a good life.. and i hope that i can still hold your hands when i walk after 60 years.. and i still think of you and i am empty...

its time for forget the dream...

sense

remorse, regret, its coming back to me.
believe it or not i still felt the pain every damn night.
you wouldnt know if i am still thinking of you..

and you ppl that try to bring me down, i will stand before your evil scheme.
i will stand tall with my cause.

di

sorry to hurt you and not paying attention.

sorry but i have another "task" to focus.

sorry for all the sadness..

aduh me

clumsy bear @ me.... macam apek.

bought Starcraft 2, Just Cause 2, Singularity and SNiper. Hehe. Can kill some time and getting numb.

Sleepy.

Going back to Genting. Heading to Melaka and Johor this Saturday till Monday.

Mengantuk !!!!

Bag loaded with alot stuff. Damn heavy!

zzz

of stupidity and whatever

you never changed.

i admit i am bad.

are you not then?

wise man will know that shit wont caused by 1 side. 2 will make things happen, or shit happens.

fuck it like i give a damn!

im going to shut off the door!

only you

sorry to have you out from my life..

u wouldnt know how deep is the effect on me..

i hope to get u back some day..

and i hope the someday is today.

~miss u~

updates

been missing for so long, no Internet connection mainly, no free time and just tired.

WEnt back to Ipoh on 11-14 March for Matta Fair with my bos Steven K. Tired but get to learn alot and knew more people. Good thing is we've hit the sales target and the tradeoff is no time to eat, fart, drink and go toilet. And no time to visit others booth as im thinking of grabing some Free and Easy package.

almost had accident as i doozed off for 2 seconds, hahaha. think of it also kan jeong. so its a space van alike (citroen berlingo <-- Google it) with 3 cracks on the windshield, hard clutch pedal and gear sticks, heavy butt, and not so good condition suspension and brake. i dont know its the weight or the FR drivetrain but chucking it into corner 45km/h and above will result in oversteer, another scary thing to mention. ACcomodation was at Tower Regency, near the Greentown business center. Nothing special bout the room, not taht big and grand, but ok lo. and it was so so hot down there. Sweating all my pig oil. the 2nd day during the noon, hall packed with peoples and then the air cond was giving out, or the orginizer shut them. can feel the sweat going thru the butt cleavage.

anyhow, managed to went back safely.