and then ..

It’s the 4th day since we all started our semester break, and it’s the last one for most of us. I still miss every of them. I still felt the loneliness cause I am alone mostly all the time, and a lot time to think this kind of thing. Everyday I think of what to do to kill the time, and for me, sleeping is the best solution coz I cant think anything and time pass by then. Still, there will be some hours in the midnight where I would be awake and wept abit, before continue to sleep. The separation really pain to my ass, for sure. But through pain and separation, I’ve learned to appreciate them. I hope I can treasure every moment in the future when we got to meet again. Each time I play DotA or CS, my memories with my gang will come back, and also when I’m listening to certain songs. T_T

I always tell myself to stop crying and thinking about the sad things, and look forward to the future, things I need to do and make life wonderful and meaningful everyday. Hard, but I must learn to. I still got around 13 days to hang around before going for training at Penang.
Training should be the ending of my current chapter, and after graduation, perhaps I am working then, that will be my life new chapter.

Before this a senior told me that she will choose to continue studies after training coz she miss studying and friends etc. At that time I dismissed that coz I am bored with examination and assignments, frustration towards people around me. When its almost my time to finish studying, its my turn to felt so. When I left my primary&secondary school, I never wept of felt sad, coz I hate that a lot. But Kampar and TAR College, its totally different.

But when I think of going back time so I can change something, enjoy something or whatever thing, I will remember that Kitou Aya from “1 Liter of Tears” at 1st also had the same thought, but at last she able to accept it and continue to live on without thinking about going back. I should think the same way also, even deep inside had some feeling of regret.

Thanks for the wonderful and sad memories, knowledge and advises that you all gave me.

DFS- KuanYee,Mang How,Chucky,Stanley,Kevin,Chee Lai,Tambi,Ah Wai,Weng Leong,Bin Jau,Li Ling, LuLu,Ah Guan, Siao Ying,Wei Bin,Kah Yan,Li Peng,Chee Kong,Lu Ting,Ah Hock,Andrew,Eileen,Ah Bao,Jin Thien,Sann Pinn, lastly icE ^^ Some I might less talk with them but that doesn’t mean that u being left out. I remember everyone deeply!

DHT2-BJ,Andy,Loon,Kit,Kent,Johny,Kevin,Rick. These few people particularly leave a lot memories inside me, I mix with them more. And then it would be those that I get to know also; Rachel,regina,erin,danise,jingyii,marcus,suet jee,yin phing,zhen yen,wai wai,wy gynn,Jeffrey. Some name I might left out coz my memories sux, sorri k? even we different class but still we get to mix together,peace and love u all.

Kani Inc. – This group is co-founded by me and ah wai at 1st semester. We are the vanguard team, we go here and there to do funny stuff together. U can find me,ah wai,Edwin,Kevin ong,rick,tambi,Kevin lee walk around and do stuffs together.funny.shared a lot crap stuff.

-=]Myth[=- consist of icE@me,skyheart@loon,fucktak@kit,abu@chee lai,Johny@johny,Meow Jiu@Kent,BJ,Ah Bao,Tambi. We pwned a lot ppl together especially sem 2.im happy during that time,and also till now. When meet again must pwn ppl kaw kaw,k?will there still be champion leader? =]

Rockstar Studio – this place is cool, I’ve learn a lot things about music here, even I cant play them ^^ Im introduced to a lot kind of music, and I like them also. There, I tied my relationship with another group of friends; Ah Loong,Ah Fan,Tungyeh,Mel,Kevin&Stanley.ya all play great music and i like them much ^^

Kakimoto Racing,N Gen 2, SocketHead – it’s the car team stuff, where I get to know a lot people that had some interest and I get knowledge about cars from some of them and then share it with other.

My juniors – not ordinary but good friends, Daph,Soon,Steph,John, and some else that I cant remember the name.Sorry again.

And then other students and people that I get to know for this 2 years, too much till I cant list down them, but I keep u all in my heart all the time, coz u all shaped my heart,fills my mind and helped me grow. Thanks for everything.

My total regret- Move out and didn’t stay in contact with my friends, till now its haunting me, especially my bro;BJ. Sorry k? love u much !!

Finally to the girl that I had liked so much, but didn’t like me back, I will still remember you, coz im crazy over you.hehe

THIS IS AN IMPORTANT NOTE!!
Those friends that read this, plz do sms or call me la. Me everyday very boring and no mood.
Whoever else also, come and “yo” me la. Don’t have my number? Send me a message and I will let you know ^.^ Even u r not from the list, or from KTAR also nvm, most important is “yo” me !!!my hp is very silent lately .


~i c E @ KP~