A for apple?

So, no choice but to wake up. Tired as usual so both of us late abit, skipped those bath and stuff, coz its 7.35am d. Arrived there on time la. Today for my station, only me and Ian. He was quite busy as he need to take care the front line and teach me as well. I can feel how he felt, coz I’ve been in that position before. By the way, the storage, chiller and freezer and preparation area quite small, so when all those stocks arrived, and no 1 to clear them, the whole place become damn packed. And then no place to move, and when I want to take things also become a problem.

Damn. I hate this. Ok and then there was funny gay thing, that is when u get an order from the waiter/waitress etc, instead of ok or I get it, u got to say TQ. Err. TQ for what? Noob la. When I was checking how to do some orders, I just realize that its way too easy, and u can finish 1 order in less than 10 steps. Effortless. Same goes with mise en place. Get the preparation card and gather the ready-mix ingredient and then mix together with ur chicken or beef etc. Ta daaa. Kaw tim. I feel like a retarded chef from kindergarten. LoL. U don’t get to custom made orders, decoration stuff and even cutting vegetables also uses machine. I know every1 wanted to make it fast, but all this wasn’t what I looking for. No more standing in front and talk with guests, cook in front them etc but bound to the gay work and gay rules. Even I’ve learned every single thing in the kitchen, what else then? I might just be another "somebody" at Chili’s. Only at Chili. The job is far from a chef job.

Today is 2nd day ady. I’ve tried to love the job, but I guess I failed. I felt so stressed. My heart wasn’t at Chili or with me. I know I don’t like this, but I forced myself to carry on at least for 1 month. And then I set back to 2 weeks only. Sigh. Around 9 something went to eat. In the room, I’m too tired d. trying to sleep. But on my mind, its turning fast, thinking hard. Im having some serious self conflict. I talk with Kevin.

Finally after some discussion and decision making, I’ve decided that I cant force myself to take another day at the place that I don’t like, at all. I’ve never felt like this before. Even I don’t like, but I still can carry on but this time, I just give up. After announcing the answer to Kevin, I felt relieved and alive again. Sleep happily then. Wake up around 8, but continue to sleep back. No phuck.

Penang; beach, hokkiens, char kuey tiaw, Chili's. What else?

ok,cant run away ady. yesterday was coz "car havent wash etc, havent pack clothes, sumthing amiss, and dont feel like going"...

but now, no matter what, cant say that d. no turning back, just 1 way to Penang, and work at Chili's. Reluctant abit ler.

ok, now i still havent pack my stuff. summore later need to wake up early alot things to do...
and i want to watch some tvb vcd 1st. car belum cuci, apply those water repellent.so what time should i start my journey?kan jeong la. dont know can wake up anot. lately i cant wake up early jor.sked la. work that time, lagi sked.

by the way,i've teach 2 elaine and tiff bake cheese cake.its nice anyway. wonder whats other that i can eat next time i come back? haha. im hungry as always ^.^


shud go bath now. allocate just 20 min to pack and then sleep.if havent done then wake up and continue :)

tension la..

~o dew. just rmbr havent fill the convo form. dew.
mafan la

who's gonna take away the pain that i feel?

suddenly the feeling like, so ,dont know how and what to xplain. blur and saw alot vision. dont know which to go and what to do. need to cool down and think of it.

anyway supposely go to Penang on Saturday noon. but alot things havent do and havent pack stuff up,so change to Sunday. Duh..

work 1st la, then decide how. work, work. do i really like the work?

2day get a letter from college,about convocation. Diu, nid to do alot stuff,like survey la, submit form la, rehersal, this and that,payment oso want dis and that. ma9Lanfan. later nid to think how to settle this 1st.

VS or GC 1st? or both?

~wish me luck for my very 1st job~

just some jokes ^^

One day, an uncle was driving on the highway in his CLK (cute littlekancil) when the engine started to choke.

He quickly stop the car by the side just in time before the engine died off. So, the uncle open the hood and see la.Just a few minutes after, a young man was cruising in his MitsubishiLancer Evo 6 on the same highway. He quickly spotted the brokendown kancil with the uncle standing beside it alone.

Being a kind man,he pulled over right in front of the kancil to offer help.Having very little engineering skills, the young man couldn't fix theproblem. The man then came up with a brilliant idea. He told the uncle that he has a cable in his boot and offered to tow the kancil to the next toll house where he could get help. The uncle agreed to that idea.

The uncle also added that if he feels that they are moving too fast, he would flash the young man and also use the horn. So, the young man secured the kancil to the back of his Evo using the cable.

And so, the young man drove off pulling the kancil behind it. At times when they were moving too fast, the uncle would give the man a horn.After driving for a while, a loud engine roar approach from the back. guess what, a Ferrari was approaching the 2 cars. As the Ferrari came up beside them, it gave a loud engine rev to challenge the Evo.With the flame of youth burning in him, the Evo driver downshift and rocket off chasing the Ferrari while totally forgetting about the CLK tied to him.

Just up ahead on the highway, a couple of police officers were performing a speed trap. They suddenly hear loud engine roars followed by turbo blow offs sounds approaching them.

Vrrrooooommm...........kepish kepish......

After recording the speed, one of the police officer quickly used the radio to contact the others setting a roadblock up ahead.

"Over over... this is checkpoint 1 calling checkpoint 2. Do u read?!There are currently 3 street racers heading your way at over 240km/h!!!The first car is a red Ferrari, you can't miss it. Following closely behind is a white Lancer Evo!!! For the third car, you're not going to believe this. It's white kancil. I repeat, it's a kancil. It's drifting very closely behind the Lancer Evo. Not only that, the driver seems to be flashing high beams towards the Evo while applying horn to tell himto move away. I think it's going to overtake the Evo at the nextbend...!!!"