Saturday, December 4, 2010

kapal terbang

re-read miluk mt blog. xpressed her happiness on my happiness. back then i was happy with all d support and positif remarks from famili.

but now i am afraid the truth not as easy as i thought it once was, and i hate to break the mood.

is it the promises, the words or the love?

pain that i know that i cant bear much longer..

how i thought that i was onli depressed and stressed up.

now i've discovered that im also having bipolar disorder. its really painful to have to handle this all along and all alone. i hoped she did really pay attenntion to me,stop hurting or provoking me.

1 by 1 of my friend left hometown. i am no where to go and no1 to find in future. no more brother-in-arm or partner-in-crime.

anyhow just have to stay strong till the end, like i always do.

best regards,
Ping

2 comments:

MEI THENG said...

really sounds like what the feng shui master told me..
better practise writing your name everyday and imprint it in my mind.
whatever you decide upon, we will all stand by you and wave miluk flag.

i c E said...

apa he said? y i don know geh? after ur exam u need to re-read and tell me lo. i everyday oso write. i think next time tattoo senang kerja